:(

I can't even smile this past few days.
I can't even laugh that much.
I'm always alone.
I'm always sad.
I want to be alone.
Yet I don't want to be sad.
I can't face people with tears in my eyes.
It's so tiring.
I'm so tired.
So tired arguing at people who thought they deserve what happened.
At people, who doesn't know that they're hurting other people.

I'm always thinking positively.
I'm always facing the bright side.
I'm always hoping that everything will be fine.
That you will rise up again.
That others will learn where their limits are.

Yet, no matter what I do, I can't still be happy.
I think, I can't get over with what happened that easily.
I know, this will take a long time to heal this wound.
The stain in my head and the wound in my heart won't heal that easily. :(
Yet still, I hope. Everything will be fine.

Just always pray. Always think positively. S-M-I-L-E ! :)

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