Way Back To Your Heart

I've been a fool, I've been blind.
I've been a jerk, I gave in.
I've been an idiot, for turning my back on you.

I must say, there are times when I lose hope.
I must say, there are times when I believe.
I must say there are times when I lose my faith.

But it didn't mean that I'm no longer here for you.
But it didn't mean that I cut all my connections with you.
But id didn't mean that I want more from you.

You've been good to all of us.
You've been our heavenly father.
You are the only one and always will be.

I am sorry for all the wrong things I've done.
I am sorry when I turned my back to the people who needed me.
I am sorry that I hurt you.

I am here, I want to go back to you.
I am here, am I still welcome in your heart?
I am here, always and forever, will be waiting 'till the day that you want me to go back to you.

You teach me how to love.
You teach me how to believe.
You teach me how to have faith and hope.

Till the day that you want me to go back there with you, I promise,
I'll be good and forgive others, just like how you forgive me.
Love others, just like how you love me, and
Sacrifice for others, just like what you did for us.

I am hoping I can find a way back to your heart.

Till the right time comes, let me spend the rest of my life full of happiness and contentment.
Everything has it's own reason; why we die, why we are lost, why we are sick, why we are different.
But one thing for sure He loves as more than we love him.